In A Moment

Did you leave me or did I leave you?
It does not matter in the end.
Love died as further apart we grew.
Trying hard to make my heart mend.
I distanced myself away from you.
I am doing good and looking good.
Until one day by a twist of fate,
We had to meet: before you I stood
To settle affairs of our estate.
Yet I tell myself I'm in control
As I greet you with cold reguard.
Deep within, to the core of my soul
I hold my emotions tight under guard.
Everything goes well, until, in a moment
I turn, looking deep into your eyes
heart pounding fast, I almost relent.
Memories rewind, to my surprise
To the day that I first met my mate.
The mind seeks for where it all went wrong
How we lost our love by some cruel fate.
We stood there I do not know for how long.
So close to you that we almost touch.
Finally, we turn and pull away.
Really there is not to it all that much.
We know together we cannot stay.

Her

Her grace timeless
Her love endless
Her wisdom boundless
Her laugh contaigeous
Her beauty flawless
Her heart generous
Her mind studious
Her soul ambitous

Trials And Sorrows

We mere mortals are born, live and die in only a second of God's eternity.
Yet we expect worldly riches and fleeting fame to overcome our frail humanity.
How we thank Thee for all our joys and curse Thee for all our sorrows.
Living for the triviality of today without a care about our tommorows.
Who are we to think and act like life should be without strife or trials?
Oh, how Thou hurtest from our various frivolous lives encased in selfdenials.
We should honor the blessing Thou has provided in our spiritality.
And being called A Good Christian, the only testament of our immortality.
Let us practice patience, prey and count outr blessing while we do wait.
So that we are grateful when we find ourselves finally entering heavens gate.

Little Angels With Crooked Halos

Little angels with crooked halos
Running around on toddler feet.
Cerub faces covered with chocolate
And devilish grins looking sweet.
Blessed choas reigns in the house
With wide eyed imps into evereything.
Soon enough little ones grow up
And be ready to spread their wings.
So I will straighten their halos
And wash their chocolate covered faces.
Thank heaven for cherished moments
Soon to be grown up with God's graces.

Read on the radio at KOPN 98.5 FM on March 28th, 2010.

Touch Me

Touch me not on the body,
But in the mind and soul.
For any oaf can grab flesh.
It takes the skill of an intense intellect
To peel back the paper thin layers of the ego.
To reveal the true self within.
Hold me not in your arms
But in your mind and soul.
Let me know that we think the same
And that we feel the same.
We may be two seperate people,
But our thoughts are as one.
Love me not with heated flesh,
but with your mind and soul.
Let your words gently caress me,
Ease my troubled mind,
SAooth my aching soul,
And enter within to touch me.

Healing Haiku

Broken Heart
Broken heart and soul
Tears full of salty bitterness
Show all my sorrow.

Destroyer
Family protector
Morphs from loving father to
Family destoyer.

Lillian
Sweet laughing baby.
A loving gentle spirit.
An angelic imp.

Bengi
Troubled hurting child
With daddy's demons passed down
From father to son.

Vivian
Reincarnated
Victim from the past, victim now
Pain from life to life.

O Lord, Heal My Heart
O Lord, heal my heart.
Ease the sadness in my soul.
Sooth my troubled mind.

Love Never Wins

We try to dance around each other without any regret.
Our emotions spinning in an odd sort of pouroette.
Our characters flawed and from our lines we stray.
We missed our mark; we defective dramatis personae.
Left alone in the spot light to perform a duet.
The only one here to try to do a tete a' tete.
The silence becomes louder as the curtain falls.
The audience fialing to give any applause.
A bad review, maybe, for not repenting our sins.
Because for us, it just seems, love never wins.