Bitter Tears

Millions of bitter tears fill up my heart.
One for every second we are apart.
I am drowning in their salt filled sorrow.
Will we ever met in the 'marrow?
The seconds of the days speed by so fast.
The pain in my heart seems to forever last.
Lost was I before you first went away.
Lost still am I, lost to this very day.
My hope is fading, turning to darkness.
My head goes in circles in all this mess.
When will my love come home and end my strife?
I miss you my darling beautiful wife.